Frequency
The greatest discovery of my generation is that human beings can alter their lives by altering their attitudes of mind. ~ William James
I believe in the Law of Attraction and all of its derivatives. Before I ever understood the power of my thoughts I had the power to manifest with the best creators around. For good and for bad. I’d focus on something I really wanted to happen and it would come into my life. But then I’d shift into my programmed beliefs of suffering and unworthiness and the downward cycle would begin.
As the memories came up and my healing process began - I buried my creative power. The deeper I went into the darkness of my past, the fewer positive things I was able to create in my life. Sure, I healed - and that was a big positive. But I stopped creating abundance in my life, from my business to my writing to my relationships and more.
In the past few months I recognized that my creative power wasn’t firing on all cylinders. I just thought it was part of the universal cycle - so I focused on accepting it, rather than questioning it. But still, I knew something was wrong, something was missing in my life. Even as my gerbil on the wheel self went faster and faster, doing more and more.
Synchronicity at its Finest
Last Tuesday night I had a meltdown. So many things in my life seemed to be going wrong. I felt betrayed by some who I trusted, used and abused by others. I was yet again powerless in a world of others who hurt me. I was curled up in a ball again, sobbing from the depths of my soul, rocking back and forth yet again saying, “ I can’t take it anymore.”
I just didn’t know what to do - nothing seemed to be working and all the people I’d trusted had abandoned me. I found myself staring into the abyss of the future, questioning whether I really wanted to be here anymore, wondering if I had the spiritual fortitude to keep going. After a few hours the wracking sobs subsided, but I scared myself enough to call my therapist the next morning 1st thing.
She had a cancellation that very morning, so off I went. By the time I saw her, the darkness had faded into the light of day and my despair seemed a bit melodramatic. I was emotionally exhausted, knowing that I had released yet another layer of darkness. We chatted for a while and Sue smiled. She recognized my experience as yet another piece of my healing process - and this time I had done it on my own with no need for hypnosis or EMDR. A very good thing and a sure sign that the end of the guck was at hand.
She also helped me see that I had become stuck, yet again, in the habit of doing, doing, doing. That’s when she shared a lesson from the book she was reading that applied so directly to my experience. Her words went straight to my heart, to my very soul. Suddenly, I knew that everything that happened to me in the last 24 hours was designed to bring me to this moment, and to that book.
My Return to Being
I went home and downloaded the book - Frequency, by Penney Pierce. I began reading an amazing description of my life. My soul rejoiced at every word. Finally I understood the Universal, Divine purpose behind the last 5 years of my life. Everything makes sense now. Finally.
Saturday was my 54th birthday. All my friends were out of town or busy with their own lives, so I was alone. Many in my circles forgot my birthday. In years gone by I would’ve thrown quite a pity party for myself. Instead, I chose to spend the day with me, myself and I - and my blessed book.
My birthday marked a return to the true vibration that is me - a reconnection with my soul and my energetic self. I found myself again. Rather, I remembered myself again. In the midst of the rush of doing - I lost my vibration of being. While listening to everyone else telling me what I should be doing, I stopped listening to my own voice, the voice that guides me to be the true me.
In a single day I sent my ego and its penchant for doing out of my life. I reclaimed the creative power that is my birthright. I also reclaimed myself and my worthiness. Which is why I’m consciously shifting away from the people in my life who treat me and my giving with disrespect. I realized I was including some people in my life out of desperation for acceptance - no matter how they treated me.
Today, the only acceptance I need is my own. All thanks to the power of resting and being in my home frequency.
We are Powerful Creators
Thanks to the Universe and its magical synchronicity, I found my truth. Again. I’ve known it all along - my ego just keeps getting in the way as it struggles to control and limit my life through the busyness of doing.
We are powerful creators. We create our lives in every single moment. How we vibrate, our very frequency of thought and emotion, defines our life. Quantum theory has now proven that fact.* All the doing and pushing simply gets in the way of our pure frequency - and our power.
Thanks to the gift of synchronicity in so many amazing ways, I remembered my creative power - not the power of doing more, but rather the power of doing much, much less. The power of simply being.
I know is I write this that everything I ever dreamed of, and more, is coming to me. Thanks to the power of being in my own pure frequency, and attracting my life of purpose and fulfillment.
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Do you wonder why you’re sick a lot? Feeling heavy and exhausted? Maybe everything in your life is shifting and no matter how hard you try you can’t find steady ground?
Frequency shares amazing knowledge around the shift that is occurring in our planetary and universal energy grids. We are indeed in the midst of transformation - moving from the Age of Information to the Age of Intuition. We’re remembering our power as energetic souls - shifting from the age of do, do, do into the age of simply being. The transformation is monumental - especially for more sensitive souls who have been abused and/or limited by the events and programming of our physical world.
Do you notice how many more people seem to be sick, how many people are leaving the planet? It’s because of our amazing energy transformation. We’re sick because our physical bodies can’t keep up with the dramatic energy shifts occurring all around us. We’re releasing our negative and limiting beliefs so that we may rise to create magnificently in our accelerated frequencies.
I know, that may sound like mumbo-jumbo to many of you. But let me share a little fact that I think will blow your mind. Quantum theory states (and has proven) that at any point in time there are multiple possible realities. The reality we experience is the one we choose to see. That is the scientific basis for Law of Attraction.
*Here’s the latest development. The smallest piece of matter is a sub-atomic particle. Researchers have now proven that when a person expects to see a particle in a microscope - they see the particle. On the other hand, when a person expects to see an energy wave in that same microscope - they see a wave.
What does that mean in layman’s terms? It means that at the point in the universe where energy and matter intersect, where energy becomes matter - we see what we expect to see. We create the matter from the energy - if we expect it. If we don’t expect matter - we see energy.
Such is the simple, amazing power of our frequency of thought to create our reality.
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You are such a gift to the world my beautiful friend! xoxo
Boomerang and right back at you my friend. We are all SO powerful, and we forget SO easily. Today Im soaring again - not because of anything external in my life -and all because of me, myself and I - and the vision I'm holding for my life and future. XOXOXO
"Today, the only acceptance I need is my own." ~ This is MAJOR.
True to yourself, happy with what you are, the way you are and confident in your OWN decisions (right or wrong)
This a life changing milestone. I had no idea you were still struggling with this and I have immense admiration for you for sharing it.
You have all my support @CASUDI
Since I have always felt such a wonderful connection to you, I have been patiently waiting for you to share the title of your recent transformational read ... and I just grabbed the kindle version at your recommendation. :) You continue to inspire me. I think the things I love the very most about are your never-ending push to grow yourself - both on the inside and out - and the depth of your heart. Thanks for always sharing yourself so openly ... you have so much soul! xox
You're words are very powerful, thanks for sharing this :)
CASUDI - I caught myself yet again with my hands outstretched - leaning over as far as I could go begging for people to see and accept me. Yet again I was reaching out to the wrong people - settling for less than i deserve just to be loved. I have a feeling that pattern is SO old and SO entrenched it will always be with me. The great news is I am now so sensitized to it that I know I will be able to catch the trigger when it happens and shift - back to my home Frequency! HUGS for being there with me - you are a blessing!
Kimbra - so great to see you here my dear friend. And thanks for the kind words. We are all here to expand and grow - to create the life of our dreams and keep on exploring. I am focused on going where I am led and accepting the learning so that I can share it with others. I know now more than ever that this is my path with purpose. As my shaman says - I didnt go through what I did and live to thrive and NOT have a purpose behind it all:) so Onward I go as the stream dips and turns, taking my down the river to my destiny! XOXOX and Im so grateful for you! Let me know what you think of Frequency!
Ken - thanks so much for stopping by! My birthday week was SO amazing for me - and so empowering. I know it's my destiny to share my lessons with others - and that those whom I'm supposed to touch will come to find them. So grateful for folks like you in my life -you bless me! XOXOX